I am having a quarter life crisis. Though i will be turning 25 by June, I am starting to feel the blues slowly getting inside me.
I met the term "quarter life crisis" when i was in college. It was through an article that was emailed to me by a friend. I never thought seriously about it until now that i am actually experiencing it. There are just times that loneliness hits me out of nowhere.
Like last tuesday, i received a text message from my brother which made me sad. i have done a lot of thinking since then. i have been reflecting on what happened in our lives. i think that my brother, mom and me have gone through a lot for the past few years. and when dad died last year, it was very depressing for all of us. we are still coping with the situation and with our emotions. but there is nothing to worry about. i know its just a phase that we have to go through and we are going to be ok.
Friday, March 10, 2006
Saturday, March 04, 2006
Signs
i went to work thirty fucking minutes late today!!! and its becoming a habit already and i wonder why. is it because my career is reaching its toll? hmmmmm... whatever making my ass lazy, i am sure it is not a good sign.
talking about signs, last night, while eating dinner at sushiya in megamall strip with office friends, a song was playing in the background. it was a good and very relaxing until it got irritating because it was the only song being played. we told the waiter about it but he said that the restaurant has no control of it and that the mall is the one whose contnuously playing it since the evening started. there is nothing we can do about it but eat dinner while we listen to the woman as she sings cats steven's father and sons for more than five times. it only stopped when the mall started to close. it played for more than two hours. talk about having a last song syndrome. what is this song telling me? as the lyrics says:
it’s not time to make a change,
just sit down, take it slowly.
you’re still young, that’s your fault,
there’s so much you have to go through.
whatever the song means, i think its telling something. i will just figure it out.
talking about signs, last night, while eating dinner at sushiya in megamall strip with office friends, a song was playing in the background. it was a good and very relaxing until it got irritating because it was the only song being played. we told the waiter about it but he said that the restaurant has no control of it and that the mall is the one whose contnuously playing it since the evening started. there is nothing we can do about it but eat dinner while we listen to the woman as she sings cats steven's father and sons for more than five times. it only stopped when the mall started to close. it played for more than two hours. talk about having a last song syndrome. what is this song telling me? as the lyrics says:
it’s not time to make a change,
just sit down, take it slowly.
you’re still young, that’s your fault,
there’s so much you have to go through.
whatever the song means, i think its telling something. i will just figure it out.
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
Home Sick
i am starting to miss mom. her one week stay here in manila last february was not enough for us to enjoy each other's company. but we were able to have a great time. i took her to the globe platinum cinema in gateway that offers bottomless popcorn and drinks. we also got to seat on the lazy boy!!! it was very relaxing. we also went to tiendesittas and rode the kalesa. and the other days was spent with relatives. i am happy to be with my cousins, aunties and ofcourse, my mother. i will make her come back and let her bring along my brother so we can spend time to be together. i always wanted that to happen.
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